Day Four

Everyone who knows me know that I am a lightweight drinker. 2 good strong drinks, 3 max ... and I'm toast. The up side of this is that I never have 2 spend a lot of money 2 have a good time and I will probably never be an alcoholic ... I mean what alcoholic do U know gets drunk off of 3 drinks? The downside 2 this is that 2 hours into the night I end up looking like this:

That's my friend Terrence. He told me last night he's going to start a MySpace Page and have 3,000 friends in a week. He probably will. This is his bf, Brad:
And the reason I was so drunk last night is right here:

That's one of my favorite bartenders in all of Baltimore. Ain't he adorable?

I took so many great pics last night, I can't put 'em all on here, but needless 2 say I did have a fantastic time which is what I set out 2 do. I ran into my ex for the first time, but that was bound to happen sooner or later ... after all Baltimore only has 2 gay clubs ... I mean what major metropolitan area only has 2 gay clubs? Anyhoo, he was still the prettiest boy there. I hope in time it won't be so awkward 4 us.

Well, don't know what I'm doing tonight yet, but I'm sure it will be something fun! So far today all I've done is watch LOST. I'm now all caught up and ready 2 go for the premiere on Wednesday. But no, I'm not addicted 2 TV, not one little bit...

"I think she's ready 2 blow!" - Justin Timberlake, Future Sex/Love Sound

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Day Three

What a friggin' blah day. I went to work, came home and worked some more, watched The Lake House, which should have gone straight to video it was so blah, had a huge headache and took a long nap. Was supposed to go out to PWs tonight, but by the time I woke up and heard all that rain and thought about gettin' dressed and driving 45 minutes to go drink too much and be scared driving 45 minutes back, I thought better and watched "Smallville" instead. Plus, my sometimes designated driver to PWs is in Tampa, no doubt having a great time. Now my ear hurts. I need to see an ENT but I don't get my benefits for another month. Shit. No pics today even it was so blah, unless U wanna see my ... PSYCHE!!

Thank God tomorrow is Friday. I'm ready to have some fucking fun.

"I'm sorry 4 blaming U ..." - Christina Aquilera, Hurt

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Day Two

I finally closed my first account for my new job this morning. What a way to start the day. I might just be ok at this after all. Still, I couldn't help thinking to myself ... I wish I could make a living doing what I love ... maybe one day, but that day is not today. Time is flying too fast, I gotta make sure I get my finances right now, not later.

One great thing I like about this job is the flexibility. I get to be outside as much as inside and it's not monotonous like my last job. It was an absolutely gorgeous day outside. I DID get a little carried away trying 2 take pictures though ... not the best idea while you're driving!

He's smiling, I swear! I played hooky on my business meeting and went and had dinner with some fellow deviants instead. Deviant behavior was indeed the talk of the day.


After dinner the plan was to go out drinking ... is there anything else to do in this town? Don't answer that. Anyhoo, this almost 30 year was way too tired, I don't know why, it's not like I had an exhausting day, but I was ... and I backed out. I DID however have a long internet chat with a very cute boy who I've been talking to quite a lot lately. Too bad he lives so far away.

"Age ain't nuttin' but a number, going down ain't nuttin' but a thang." - Aaliyah, Age Ain't Nothin' But a Number

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Day One, Part Deux, Continued, etc.

If you're asking yourself, "Is that a drumstick in his hand?" then yes, yes it is.

I went 2 the studio tonight to work some more on "Midnight". I was seriously considering scrapping this song from the project because it just wasn't sounding the way I wanted it too ... and U know I get emotional about my shit like Ms. Badu ... but Brian, the boy with drum and stick there, convinced me to keep it on. So we worked it tonight ... and we still have work to do, but it's coming along.

So, this is the studio where I've been recording my E.P. It's a completely different set up and environment than the studios I recorded at before for my last two albums ... they were geared more solely towards hip hop and r&b. If U didn't know, I rock it out on this project, baby! Not 2 worry though, this was just some exploration 4 me. After listening to the new shit by Beyonce, JT and my boy Timbaland (who ripped the HELL off of Prince on FutureSex/LoveSounds), and my girl Xtina I can not WAIT 2 get started on some new pop/hop shit, but hopefully it will be in MY OWN studio next time ... that's if I can wait that long ... I have new songs coming out my drawers!

BamBam loves 2 beat on his drums! These R some cool fucking drums though, all the way from India! They're the hotness!

So, Midnight still needs some tweaking but yes, it's going on the E.P. for sure ... an E.P. I still don't have a title 4 yet. Damn, it's 1:30 and and I have 2 be in 5 hours. This ain't cute. I fucking got a job and I have 2 be a PROFESSIONAL!

"Midnight crawling, towers falling. In this black hole I am sorry but I just want U 2 luv me." - Saturn, Midnight

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30 Days in the Life...

I had this great idea this mornin' ... or at least it seemed so at the time. Today is September 26 ... in one month I'll be leaving my 20s behind and I'm actually looking quite forward 2 it. I think some wonderful things await me.

I'm also premiering my new single, "Adonis" on my birthday. So, my bright idea was to do a sort of picture diary of how I spend my last 30 days as a twenty-something ... yeah, seems kinda dumb now, but I've already started ... so here goes ... if anything this will make sure my ass is out doing stuff and not home looking at TV ... I hope




So, this is me going to work this morning dressed up in "business attire". Yuck! But hey, gotta make that dough somehow. I was in a good mood this morning though. A woman flirted with me at the gas station while some dude asked me 4 change. In the rarest of moments, I actually gave it to him. He wasn't a bum though, I think he just needed to make a call. Nope, if he was a Baltimore bum he would have asked for a cigarette or pulled out his dick at me ... and yes that has happened on more than one occassion. Charm City is lovely, ain't it?



"I'M GONNA MAKE U A DEVIANT!" Talk about shameless self promotion! When people see a White Hyundai with a DEVIANT sticker on the back, they know what time it is. They know a star is rolling through ... that's right ... in a Hyundai, mofo! PIMP! LOL.

"U ever seen Saturn? No, not the car, but everywhere we R." - Beyonce, Upgrade U

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OMG, The Neighbors R Gay!

I'm used to hearing thumping, bumping, fucking and some other stuff living in an apt. complex, but yesterday I heard something coming from next door that threw me 4 a loop. They were playing "Show Me Love" by Robin S. and I immediately thought, "OMG! My neighbor is a big homo! But what about that girl he lives with? But he DOES have a whole group of bois that come around an awful lot!"

Now, does listening to Robin S. "Show Me Love" make my neighbor gay? I don't know, U tell me! LOL. Obviously, it doesn't. But isn't it funny that we can equate certain artists or music with being queer? For instance, if I hear a boy listening to Madonna, oh honey pleeeaase, he is SO gay! Or showtunes or Pet Shop Boys or wuteva, u get the idea. I wonder if I'm going to be one of those artists? Like will people say, "ooooh, he's listening to Saturn! He MUST be gay!" ?

Ironically, I have just as many if not more straight people who dig my music than homos. Which is awesome! I definitely don't want to be pigeonholed either way. But it's good 2 know that songs about man on man action don't turn off ALL the breeders! And NO, not all my songs are about cock! thank U very much. :-)

Anyhoo, another interesting tidbit ... b4 I came out ... I actually wrote love songs about girls!! They were disingenuous obviously. At least now I'm keeping it real. Just imagine if all the gay people in pop music (god, there R really toooo many 2 name, aren't there?) actually wrote music that came from the heart, their experiences or their life ... there wouldn't be such a thing as "gay" music because we'd all be over it already! Well, I think we'll get there eventually. In the meantime ... I have a WHOLE lot of stories 2 tell in song!

"Have U ever wanted 2 play with someone so much U'd take any one boy or girl?" - Prince, Anna Stesia

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Blah duh Blah ...

"Time keeps on slipping, slipping ... into the future." Who sings that song? I can't think of it. But damn were they on to something!

I blink and it's 3 weeks later. So, what's new?

1. Hurt my back again. It's healed, I hope, but I'm scared to go back to the gym. My body is doing strange things.

2. Found a house and fell in love with it ... but NOT with that price tag. Why is Baltimore so damn expensive? Why don't I just leave? Something is keeping me here. I don't know what it is, but I've learned not 2 fight my feelings, just go with it.

3. Started my new job. It's way better than my old one. Yeah, I was running low on funds, but it was SUPA nice having 3 months off.

4. Been feelin' a bit disconnected musically speaking, but in 6 weeks, U WILL hear my new single on MySpace and the promotion machine will be hard at work for the first time in a f-ing long time.

5. That's about all. Life's pretty dull at the moment. U ever just feel blah? I feel blah lately, not sad or anything, just ... indifferent. Could it be cuz I'm leaving my 20s soon and my perspective is taking a big shift? Blah, who the hell knows!

"Don't U know that time's not on our side?" - Mary J. Blige, Time

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